So I really thought this is it. Some symptoms were there – most noticeable of which was the hard core intuition and dizzy spells. My emotions climbed up to new heights and I couldn’t stop smiling. One more day and I’m gonna buy that stick to check.
Then it’s a false alarm again. I hate this waiting game, the expectations. More so, I am starting to hate this battle that seems impossible to win. A battle where I don’t know if there is even a “right way” to fight or that I should even “fight” at all.
I want to get off this rollercoaster ride. I just can’t do this every single month.